Sitting In Sorrow

bench

I can’t be the glue that binds your attachment to me

Your heart isn’t mine, I should be free

I can’t fill a void that you’ll always feel

My love is too raw and rooted in real

The safe thing to do; keep me in your pocket for days that feel hard and lacking in connection

The other thing to do; make a choice and walk in that direction

It doesn’t matter how much I say I loved you yesterday, today or tomorrow

I am always going to end up

Filling empty spaces while sitting in sorrow

~Alisa Hutton